Why Did I get married?

Why Did I get married ?
Becaause nobody can d o me like Jesus.
Another confirmation is the words and preaching of Bishop Jamal Bryants message – Why did I get married?

It talks about God getting ready to turn stuff around in the next 6 months, I aint never gonna be broke, lonely and unfulfilled again. I mean you’ll should just hear that message to get my drift. God is redeeming the last six months of mylife. And to be honest the last ssix months of my life have been an emotional hell. Loving someone who loves someone else and they not being brave enough t o tell you so…they were stringing me along. I suspected that they loved this other person and at some point. ( I have know come to believe that it must have been the Holy Ghost warning me that they were planning a wedding and to leave the country with this other person). I confronted them and told them they loved this other person but they denied it. When I finally saw the truth and realised that I was the third wheel in the relationship and settled to being frinds I truly believed he would respect me but he kept treating me less than I know a friend should be treated and his manner of leaving was sneaky...He left the country without telling me goodbye and broke the news of his leaving with her on email and only after I had written to him wishing him well in his new country of posting. Well the whole affair just hurt and the worst bit of it was the psychological torcher of being compared to another woman. I felt like am on auction.Kama nyama mnadani . Anyway aty the end while evaluating the whole situation, I went through a pperiod of blaming myself But I do believe that the lord has chastised me and its because he loves me. He I daily enabling me t look back and pick the lesson where necessary, address my mistakes without hating myself. He tells me that their was a reason for it and not to loose the lesson in self pity. I somehow still believed they were my friend. I have learnt that I shouldn’t dummy down for anyone. For Example that I shouldnt “dummy down” for anyone ( believe it or not he nce asked me to side with him in arguments in class and even once critised my arguments as skewed just because my view was different . Secondly I am valuable and shouldn’t let any man treat me less than I am. And the most important so far that I keep learning daily is to listen to the still small voice. I have also learnt How to love and tis from the other woman. Be ready to give up your all for your man. I should be ready to give up my all for Jesus because he loves me and loves me good.

God’s turning stuff around such that everything that was stopping me from reproducing , all haters, leeches and stress is being cut off me. The most amazing thing about this message is that I just planned a 2008 SLP and in my divinely inspired SLP I am to meet someone in six months (June) sand get married in 6 months- December. But in the first six months I am to cement my relationship with Christ as my first husband such that no one and nothing can separate or come between me and Christ and his purpose for my life, For until this relationship is sealed God aint gonna let any man (joker ) have me. I am too precious….he wount let me go with a man who aint good for me and most importantly his purpose for my life, Thats the promise. This is so crazy because I am supposed t buy a ring and engrave the words of Gods promise to me on that ring and the words are ‘ Your maker & redeemer is your 1st husband . Then am supposed to already start shopping for a wedding dress, shopping for a cake and making arrangements for the wedding ceremony and in faith….calling the things that be not as though they were! Yes it sounds crazy but God is looking for some crazy people-thats what my Spiritual father T.D Jakes says and am gonna be crazy for God! Hallelluyah ! Thank you Jesus! Wow! And that’s God’s promise. To be my first husband. (Am making a mental note to get the book Understanding the purpose of men)

Prayer:
Lord I thank you because You have already done it. I feel a praise coming down in my spirit and I give you the glory. Yo are well able. You are faithful. You are God. You are more thn I can describe in words . Yes lord. Yes Lord. I worship you! I give you the Glory. You are a loving father. You are my all in all. You are my keeper. My guide. My maker. My strength,. My very reason for being ! I love you Jesus.