Engaged

Today I got a confirmation from God on what he had been speaking to me towards the end of 2008. That I have a wedding band over my head and I should put it ion my finger.
You see towards the end of last year I went through a break up that was really painful and I kept asking God why I had to go through it. And he told me it was because I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t prepared.. You see when I was 15 The Lord told me tat I would get married but before I got married, He wanted me to know that he is my first husband. Then I didn’t know which scripture confirms that but much later in life I learned its in Isaiah 54.5
Isaiah 54:1-8 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV) Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society

The Future Glory of Zion
1 "Sing, O barren woman,
you who never bore a child;
burst into song, shout for joy,
you who were never in labor;
because more are the children of the desolate woman
than of her who has a husband,"
says the LORD.

2 "Enlarge the place of your tent,
stretch your tent curtains wide,
do not hold back;
lengthen your cords,
strengthen your stakes.

3 For you will spread out to the right and to the left;
your descendants will dispossess nations
and settle in their desolate cities.

4 "Do not be afraid; you will not suffer shame.
Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated.
You will forget the shame of your youth
and remember no more the reproach of your widowhood.

5 For your Maker is your husband—
the LORD Almighty is his name—
the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer;
he is called the God of all the earth.

6 The LORD will call you back
as if you were a wife deserted and distressed in spirit—
a wife who married young,
only to be rejected," says your God.

7 "For a brief moment I abandoned you,
but with deep compassion I will bring you back.

8 In a surge of anger
I hid my face from you for a moment,
but with everlasting kindness
I will have compassion on you,"
says the LORD your Redeemer.
As I cried over my loss…God told me it was time to stop weeping and to start preparing. Having lost the man , I should not loose the lesson. And the lesson was for me to get ready, get prepared. And getting ready and getting prepared means that I gotta seal my relationship with God. I gotta have the spiritual husband and wife ( Bride and Groom ) relationship with God first because nothing can break what God said to me in the Spirit first. So before I get married my relationship with God has to be sure and be established for one and for all. Secondly I heard God tell me buy a ring an engagement ring and that if anyone asks me I should tell them tat I am engaged. Calling the things that be not as though they are. The engagement ring as I just learned today represents the promise. The wedding band represents the authority of the bride. SO what I need to do is get the ring that remains me of the promise that God has made to me. But the word I heard today was such a Rhema and confirmation word to me tat what God said would happen is gonna happen and I had better Take God seriously. I gotta trust that God has my best interest at heart. How would a prophet in a different country know that God told me to nut that ring and start shopping for a wedding dress even before I have met the man? And that is in the physical? And so I Am filled with awe and I worship God for hid s greatness and his faithfulness. I give him praise for being an all knowing God and a loving father. God ‘s really got me covered.

Dear heveanly father, I thank you for your word. I thank y for your faithfullnes. I thank you for your confirmation. Lord I pray that you may help me as I obey your word. Lead me to the place where I am to buy the ring. And direct me as to the engraving that will be on “the” ring. Lord I also pray that you may provide for the finances to get that ring. Lord I thank you because everything that you have promised is already done.